Beginning

With red hair, walking confidently.
Ignoring staring eyes, minding own business.
Im back on my feet and on the ground.
Leaving behind the once Damsel in Distress.

Trying to act normal, strut down the lane.
A smile on my lips, eyes shining and gleaming.
Cover all the darkness and hurting pain.
Bury all those damn, fucking feeling.

Opening a new chapter in life, ending the past.
Changing once again, starting a new beginning.
Takes time, rather slowly but very surely.
Open a new book, throw the dusty, old thing.

Gotta learn to live independently again.
With loving family and caring friends.
Not every girl needs by her side a man.
That will only contribute to unwelcomed pain.

Now full of confident, moving fast forward.
Carefull not to be left far behind.
Thrive to achieve the full satisfaction.
The once thrown away, I'll stop to find.

Will not gonna give up, no way, not now.
I'll be back, just wait for me Dear.
Be much stronger than ever, not gonna dissapoint.
Stand on my own, leave behind all those stupid fears.

The life chapter is starting yet once again.
The past will be the hurtful ending.
Conquer all the fears and all the shame.
Three cheers for the new beginning!!!