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Amidst all the ecstacy of daily routine,
Still I manage to squeeze you right in...
Though so hard have I tried to block,
But only have myself to mock...

Unbelievable, so very unimaginable,
So very different, undescribable...
Much too stubborn, refuse to give up,
But should have, time to step further up...

Broken vow

The pain, the strong urge, all kicking inside...
Forcing to find an exit out of the dungeon...
A place where shattered dreams and crushed hope meet...
A place where there is not even a slice of fun...

I lower my head, hold in my tears...
I force my stubborn heart to obey...
I vow to strut confidently forward...
Not even a glance to the back...

But the vow was only for a moment...
The stubborn heart had finally won...
Not to bring joy but further torment...
Thus here I stand waiting for more dissapointment...

You have dissapointed me...
I have disaapointed myself too...
Maybe Im meant to be dissapointed by others...