Riot Poem

Sometimes you feel down
When the dark cloud comes around
Making you feel blue
When others look down on you

Trying so hard to understand
What they want and their demands
Trying to make them realize
I’m not going to wear any disguise

I am what I am
I never want to change
What you see is what u get
And I will not regret
I don’t care if you’re not happy
That’s because you don’t know me
Just shut up, stop judging me
Leave me alone, just let me be

Don’t try to act like a boss
Never treat me as a clown
I have my own pride
I am going to wear that crown

I stand for my belief
I fight for my right
Not going to give up easily
So you better go take a hike

I am what I am
I never want to change
What you see is what u get
And I will not regret
I don’t care if you’re not happy
That’s because you don’t know me
Just shut up, stop judging me
Leave me alone, just let me be

Have You Ever Wonder

Have you ever wonder
How friends turn to foes
When at an unsuspecting time
Everything turns out blur

Have you ever wonder
How some plans backfire
When you’ve put in efforts
Hoping the result gets better

It is really strange
To see people change
Without a prior notice
Becomes a sudden egoist
It seems like people
Are starting a trend
To start out friendly
Then ends up as a fiend

Have you ever wonder
How much a small word hurts
Stabs you like a dagger
In your little fragile heart

Have you ever wonder
How fast time flies
When you’re enjoying yourself
Treating yourself to white lies

It is really strange
To see people change
Without a prior notice
Becomes a sudden egoist
It seems like people
Are starting a trend
To start out friendly
Then ends up as a fiend

Tell Me...

Tell me what should I do
When the past comes back haunting
Out of nowhere, suddenly out of the blue
Sad memories come charging

Sorrow comes back flooding in
Hurting the fragile little heart
Tell me how to overcome this feeling
The feeling that's tearing me apart

Tell me how should I live with this
This memory that brings pain and agony
A memory I've been trying to get rid of
A memory so hurtful it hurt me deeply

A memory caused by shameful confession
Of a heart so innocent and sincere
But then rejected and pushed aside
Thus creating a feeling i hate and fear

Tell me how to entirely shut it off
Where should I throw it away to
Tell me how to get rid of this horrible memory
Just tell me what should I do

All I want is to care about you
All I want is to stay friend with you
All I want is to be near you
But I should forget everything about you...

Some Story

It makes me wonder
How u walk around town
Proudly and bitchy-ly
But still wearing the crown

How do u afford all those
Being admired and rejoiced
By them all around u
And still being so poised

I used to spend my times thinking
How I could possibly keep it in
Keep my angst to myself
A feeling of disgust and envy

Our personality's far different
Your not like me, and Im not like you
But somehow I often wonder
How did I obtain a friend like you

Sometimes u piss me off
Sometimes u give me migrains
Sometimes I feel like murdering u
But sometimes, Im glad we're friends

For A Special Friend

Have you ever wonder
Why the sky is so blue
Why the grass is so green
Why am I friends with you

Have you ever wonder
Why the sea is so wide
Why the fish dont fly
Why I call you at night

Have you ever wonder
Why the birds fly up high
Why the cats chasing mice
Why I am sad when you cry

If ur still wondering why,
Just stare at the fish in the sea
Stare clearly into the sky,
And ull understand y u mean so much to me

Ur smile chase away my frown
Ur voice cools my anger down
Ur eyes makes my problems turn around
Ur always picking me up when Im down