Please Protect us Dear God...

Well, guess what... been quarantined since monday midnight...
gotten suspected with H1N1 too...
However, its not confirmed yet as we havent had out blood checked yet...
We have to wait for the doctors to come...
Which is taking much too long...
I cant wait to get out of this house...
Please lah... I nid to go out n have fresh air...
But we are not allowed even to take a step out of this house... huhuhu...

Please God, take away our sickness... Amen...

Sick... Soo afraid...

Omg, so many of us are sick...
I think 2 of us hv been suspected H1N1...
Im so afraid...
Gonna go hv check up later...
Praying to GOD that HE ties all the evils disturbing us...

Amen...

Moments to Misery

A few more days from now, im heading back to hell... No, the place is not exactly HELL, but living there is like going through life in the bushes... U get what I mean? Im not use to that kind of life... But, what can I do, I got myself into that place... I though going there will make my family proud of me, well, they are actually... But, little that I know, my life seems like its almost coming to an end... Um, maybe I exaggerated a bit there... I dont know, feels like Im almost feeling alone and in trouble, you know, but I dont have anyone to confide to... Even if I do, i would be too proud to admit that im a Damsel In Distress... Many offered to accompany me during my time of need, but, I dont know, Im just, how do I say it, emmm, how ah? I dont feel like I can accept the offers... Why? Dont ask me why... I dont even know it myself... Huhu... I dont think I can go through it again for 3 more years... OMG, please bear with me Dear God... Please be by my side everywhere I go... Sometimes, I wish that I can always be in my family's care always... even when Im down, there will always going to be that extra reason to smile... When Im at that other place, I feel like giving up most of the times... U Know..