A few more days from now, im heading back to hell... No, the place is not exactly HELL, but living there is like going through life in the bushes... U get what I mean? Im not use to that kind of life... But, what can I do, I got myself into that place... I though going there will make my family proud of me, well, they are actually... But, little that I know, my life seems like its almost coming to an end... Um, maybe I exaggerated a bit there... I dont know, feels like Im almost feeling alone and in trouble, you know, but I dont have anyone to confide to... Even if I do, i would be too proud to admit that im a Damsel In Distress... Many offered to accompany me during my time of need, but, I dont know, Im just, how do I say it, emmm, how ah? I dont feel like I can accept the offers... Why? Dont ask me why... I dont even know it myself... Huhu... I dont think I can go through it again for 3 more years... OMG, please bear with me Dear God... Please be by my side everywhere I go... Sometimes, I wish that I can always be in my family's care always... even when Im down, there will always going to be that extra reason to smile... When Im at that other place, I feel like giving up most of the times... U Know..
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